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Caitlin Marie  

  • Status: Member
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  • Female/United States
  • Offline for 178w 4d 20h 27m 30s
  • Deviant since Jul 11, 2004, 6:11 PM
  • 4 Deviations
  • 1 Scrap [browse]
  • 12 Deviation Comments
  • 5 Deviant Comments
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Blind DecaySomething in me left that day  letting me fade and die away.  Letting my conscience rot, decay.  Letting my frailties have their say.  My silence folded me,  scolded me,  molded me,  I was so bare, my mind reeling sickly.  The cycle wore on rapidly, quickly,  obsession would taunt me,  haunt me,  miss me.  Cheerlessness mocked me,  refused to let me be,  refused to let me see  what I was lacking.  It sent you packing.  So nerve racking,  this ringing in my ears.  This intolerable,  deplorable,  insufferable  ringing,  singing, &n Blind Decay
in Fixed on 7/12/04
Our Distracted FocusServile to the ground below,  we can barely stand,  but we journey on  overturned and underappreciated,  composing music  and writing poetry.  Equipped with unseeing eyes  and useless ears,  wordless lips,  and emptiness,  we journey on.  Above the chill of earth underfoot,  and below the mystery of sky overhead,  all we can see  is our poem,  our piece,  the gravel -  Barren and plain,  striving for color,  fighting for life. Our Distracted Focus
in Open on 7/12/04
Falling FiveFalling Five,  I watched you die,  I saw your fatal fall.  I cried acrid tears.  Darkness Five,  just like that house,  the one with evil eyes.  Five sepulchral stories,  then I careened over the side.  A whimsical, horrifying feeling  took the place  of compassion and benevolence.  Your screams pierced the dusty air,  and your heart beat no more.   
Quaintly,  your body lay still  on Darkness One, the first sepulchral story.  I drew myself in and my eyes grew damp,  as opaque tears fell Five  through Darkness Five,  scalding you as I step Falling Five
in Open on 7/11/04
CradledA pulsing beat of footsteps  of a distant being retiring down the pass,  soul replaced with dire reticence,  and eyes replete with fear.  The ebony atmosphere strangles her,  crawling through her mangled body.  Staggered steps are slow,  uneven,  while she drags herself through  sable pass after onyx pass.  Blind and tired,  Pernicious tears flow  as her hand falls onto something foreign.  Through madness and struggle,  her broken body stumbles and cries,  and her figurative self falls useless  on the ivory floor of a whitewashed room  with radiant white ligh Cradled
in Open on 7/11/04
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Rolling StoneI refuse  
               to get boxed by sighs                 let nails of pain                 haze of gray                 ruin my day                   I could walk away, move away from malaise                 Ready to dash  dash living breath out of my lungs  to smash the body  break the addiction clinging to the sparkle of my life   
I cannot do this  not because of fear  not because it isn't time  not because I don't want to                 and I so want to:                 Lay down and die                 Let mother earth: calm and claim my bone Rolling Stone
by ~airen
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Live life.

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 15, 2004, 7:26 PM
I'm feeling like something's missing. And as someone has recently reminded me, it might not be 'real,' but it's real enough.
Sounds dumb, but I owe that person.

Have a pastry, forget about the world for a while.

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 15
  • Current Residence: East Nowhere
  • Interests: Theatre, music, poetry, history, dancing, cats, and swimming
  • Favourite movie: Big Fish, Donnie Darko
  • Favourite band or musician: Natalie Merchant
  • Favourite genre of music: Lots: Alternative, alternative rock, jazz, classical, and show tunes (if thas even a genre)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Writer - Chuck Palahniuk. Poet - Poe.
  • Favourite game: Scrabble.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mandy from Grim Adventures.
  • Personal Quote: "Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."
  • Tools of the Trade: A pencil, a good book, and a glass of water.

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~gluckliechzeschteine:icongluckliechzeschteine: Apr 6, 2006, 4:32:13 AM
you have some very beautiful stuff in here..
and you have amazing skills...
:-)

--
I not the wizard.
~sunchica:iconsunchica: Jul 14, 2004, 11:02:39 AM
well... join the club ;)
~OpaqueRain:iconOpaqueRain: Jul 14, 2004, 10:05:44 AM
Thank you very much. And your piece that I added is so thought-provoking and utterly amazing, I couldn't resist - I had to add it.
Hah, I'm already beginning to feel myself getting addicted. :-)

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~sunchica:iconsunchica: Jul 14, 2004, 9:36:30 AM
welcome :D
thanks for the fav... you'll get addicted to this place soon, you'll see ;)
~OpaqueRain:iconOpaqueRain: Jul 13, 2004, 9:06:03 PM
Aww, thanks so much. I've felt quite welcome since I came here. :-)

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~airen:iconairen: Jul 13, 2004, 7:38:16 PM
welcome to da :)

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always dream even when awake
it confuses the world and lets you defy gravity

me :sun: :)
~OpaqueRain:iconOpaqueRain: Jul 11, 2004, 7:22:04 PM
Thank you! I think I'll like it here very much.
~SleepingxSun:iconSleepingxSun: Jul 11, 2004, 6:15:04 PM
Hey, welcome to DA! :wave:

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the sunrise is just over that hill...the worst is over
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